I just put my Punta cana picutres in not to long ago here are some of my favorites.

My man. Well things keep going really well. I finally feel like I am on the same page with someone else in everything! well almost everything. There are so many things that I want for my future and I finally found someone who thinks the same. It has been a very productive month. The majority of the things we do have a purpose. Reading, going, doing, talking. He treats me like I believe I should be treated and we can communicate very well. My family likes him, which is important for me specially after my problems with my ex. I don't know what they will think about this relationship but I know so far that they like him. And yes ladies I am no longer "Flagler pa arriba Flagler pa abajo". None of that.

Then there is my surgery. Yes I am getting surgery . I can't stand being over weight anymore. It just bothers me having to go out and buy clothes and go through so much trouble picking out a pair of jeans or looking at the size. It frustrates me! So I am getting a gastric sleeve done. It is not as drastic as the gastric bypass and it still give the similar results just taking a little bit longer. My surgery date is October 16th and I am so excited.I have done as much research as I can met many people who have done the surgery and I know things will turn out really well.

so its been a while! Quick update. I am actually going to montura this weekend my mom decided she wanted to have a birthday party for herself there. The whole gang is going. including my boyfriend ... Luis. Well back tracking things have been going by so fast in the last couple of weeks that I don't know where to start soo many things. Like martha leaving. I can't believe I still haven't called. I'm sorry I just think of calling at the worst times. Thenb there is work which is always a constant battle for m. Specially with my brother getting so difficult and having such a bad attitude. I knwo I m strong at character but he just brings out the worst in me.

MOMS BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MOM!

SCRAPPING!! I NEED TO SCRAP I REFUSE TO ORDER ANY PICTURES UNTIL I SCRAP MY EXISTING PICTURES. SO THIS IS REALLY CREATING ABIG PROBLEM FOR ME. WE NEED OUR LEADER!!!

MY LOVE LIFE! WELL I DON'T WANT TO SPEAK TOO SOON! BUT THE MOMENT I SAW THIS GUY I SAID TO MYSELF "THIS IS THE MAN OF MY DREAMS!" THE MORE TIME WE SPEND TOGETHER THE MORE I LIKE HIM! WELL HE'S TALL DARK AND HANDSOME! NICE LIPS, NICE BUTT! I LOVE IT THAT I COULD WEAR THE TALLEST HEELS I HAVE AND STILL BE SHORTER THAN HIM. HE IS REALLY NICE. HE HAS NICE IDEAS FOR THE FUTURE. WE AGREE ON A LOT OF THINGS. THAT IS A GOOD THING. WE'LL SEE WHAT HAPPENS.

I'M BACK !!!! SO I KNOW I COME LIKE ONCE A MONTH AND I HAVE ABANDONED MY BLOG BUT I AM HOPING THINGS WILL GET BETTER. WORK HAS BEEN SO CRAZY I HAVE NOT HAD A CHANCE TO WRITE. THESE DAMN HURRICANES!!!BUT NOW I HAVE A SECRETARY THAT STARTED THIS WEEK AND SHE STAYED. BECAUSE I HIRED ANOTHER ONE LAST WEEK AND SHE CAME WORKED ALL DAY MONDAY AND DISAPEARED NEVER CALLED OR NOTHING! I KNOW I'M BAD BUT COME ON NOT THAT BAD. WELL TODAY IS FRIDAY AND THE NEW ONE IS STILL HERE. I'M WORKING ON HER SHE ISN'T THE SMARTEST COOKIE BUT AT LEAST SHE IS TRYING! I'LL GIVE HER LIKE 2 WEEKS TO SEE HOW SHE DOES BUT I AM REALLY HOPING FOR THE BEST. I AM ALREADY RELIEVED THAT I DON'T HAVE TO ANSWER THE PHONE! DAMN CRAZY PEOPLE.

MARTHAS TALENTED PICTURES.

MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND WAS ALSO NICE WE WENT TO KEY BISCAYNE AND GRILLED BURGERS AND CHURRASSCO. IT WAS MY FRIEND KATS BIRTHDAY SO WE TRIED TO CUT HER A CAKE BUT IN THE PROCESS OF SINGING HER HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANA DROPS THE CAKE!! HOW YOU MIGHT ASK LOOK AT THE PICTURES LOL. NEVER TILT A CAKE YOU WOULD LIKE TO EAT.

OK SO I'M TRYING TO CATCH UP ON MY POSTS AS I LOOK THROUGH MY PICTURES. MOTHERS DAY. WAS REALLY NICE WE WENT TO THE INTERCONTINENTAL FOR BRUNCH. I DIDN'T LIKE THE FOOD TOO MUCH BECAUSE I'M NOT INTO SEAFOOD. SO I HAD EGGS BENEDICT UHH MY FAVORITE. AND NONETHELESS BUT DESSERT! THERE WERE SOME BEAUTIFUL FLOWER IN THE LOBBY OF THE HOTEL I JUST HAD TO TAKE PICTURES OF.

THE FARM!! WELL MY PARENTS HAVE NINE GRAND PIGS. THEY WERE SO THRILLED TO SEE THAT THEIR PIG HAD BABY PIGS. BUT NOW THEY ARE SICK. YOU WOULD THINK POOR THINGS? NO POOR ME THEY ARE NOW LIVING IN MY HOUSE. WELL NOT IN MY HOUSE IN MY BACK YARD BUT THAT IS CLOSE ENOUGH. TOO CLOSE FOR COMFORT.

ON A HAPPIER NOTE. MY BIRTHDAY WAS JULY 2 YEAH I A YEAR OLDER. I HAD A REALLY NICE TIME. I WENT TO THE LOEWS AND HAD A VERY RELAXING LONG WEEKEND. FOUTH OF JULY I HAD I THINK A GREAT SEAT. I WAS ON THE 16TH FLOOR OF THE HOTEL AND I COULD SEE FIREWORKS ON OCEAN DRIVE, BAYSIDE, BILTMORE AND SOME OTHER SMALLER SHOWS THROUGHOUT THE CITY IT WAS BEAUTIFUL.

OK SO ITS BEEN A LONG TIME I DON'T POST SOMETHING I'M SORRY. I HAVE HAD A LOT OF WORK RELATED STRESS. PLUS MY COMPUTER SCREEN IS STILL BROKEN AND I CAN'T EVEN LOOK AT IT ANYMORE. TODAY I AM WRITING AT WORK BECAUSE I GOT TO THE POINT WHERE I SAID FUCK IT I AM GOING TO GO CRAZY. PLUS I'M IN A VERY DEPRESSED MOOD. I AM CRYING LIKE EVERY LITTLE BIT. REASON BEING: MEN! I AM TIRED OF DATING I AM TIRED OF DOING THE WHOLE ROUTINE OF THE DATING AND FINDING OUT THAT EACH ONE I MEET IS NOT THE RIGHT ONE FOR ME. I WAS TALKING TO THIS GUY THAT WAS NOT MR. PERFECT BUT I LIKED A LOT OF THINGS ABOUT HIM. I DON'T THINK THERE IS REALLY A PERFECT MAN ANYMORE I THINK PERFECT IS JUST A FAIRY TALE. BUT I DO WANT SOMEONE THAT I COULD RELATE TO. WELL SO I'M TALKNIG TO THIS GUY WE GO ON A COUPLE OF DATES I AM GETTING THE IDEA HE LIKES ME WE TALK WEDNESDAY NIGHT TILL LATE THEN HE JUST STOPS CALLING! WHAT THE HECK AM I SUPPOSED TO THINK? SO I COULDN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE I KNEW THE GUY WAS GOING TO STOP CALLING SO I ASKED HIM WHAT IT WAS THAT WAS WRONG WITH ME. AND THIS IS WHAT I GET: I am not going to make up fairy tales stories for youI don't think you are missing anything, honeslty Ithink you have way too much for me! I am a dude fromthe streets and you are a rich girl (and please bare with me), my vice is gambling, yours is vacationing at expensive hotels, you brother drives a SL500, I've seen them in magazines. You talk about buying an M5, I hope to one day park one. Honestly that does not allow me comfort... I don't know what other man did not findin you, I can only speak for myself but I felt out of place at Loews (I don't even know if it's spelled that way), all I know is history and philosophy besides that I am a fucking idiot... I don't belong to your left anywhere we can go. I can never take you anywhere that can make your raise your eyebrows. This old dog know what bones he can bite on, and which to simply put aside. That's your problem, which at the end, at least with me, it's not even your problem; it's mine. NOW WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO SAY TO THAT? I CAN'T EVEN THINK I JUST FROZE AND THOSE WORDS JUST CIRCLE IN MY MIND AND BRING TEARS TO MY EYES. I KNOW I'M IN A SENSITIVE MOOD ( ITS THAT TIME OF THE MONTH) BUT I AM REALLY OUT OF THINGS TO DO OR SAY. OTHER MEN JUST WANT TO GET INTO MY PANTS. OTHERS ARE CONFUSSED AND DON'T KNOW WHAT THEY WANT. THERE IS THIS OTHER MAN HE IS 34 WAS MARRIED ONCE NO CHILDREN GOT DIVORCED 1-1/2 YEARS AGO. I'VE KNOWN HIM FOR LIKE 5 YEARS. I LIKE THE GUY BUT I KNOW HE IS NOT SURE IF HE IS READY TO GO BACK INTO A SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP. SO I HAVE GIVEN HIM HIS SPACE FOR ABOUT A YEAR NOW. THIS WEEKEND HE TAKES ME OUT TO LUNCH AND HE ASKS ME QUESTIONS LIKE: ARE YOU READY FOR ANOTHER SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP? WHEN WOULD YOU LIKE TO HAVE KIDS? WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE? SO I WAS A BIT SURPRISED I'M THINKING THE MAN MIGHT JUST BE GETTING READY HIMSELF FOR SOMETHING MORE SERIOUS. THEN HE TELLS ME HE'S GOING TO CALL AND DOESN'T CALL FOR LIKE 2 DAYS! WHEN HE SHOWS UP AT WORK ITS LIKE WE ARE THE ONLY ONES IN THE ROOM. SO SEE I DON'T UNDERSTAND. WHY IS IT SO DIFFICULT. I THINK I WILL JUST BE HAPPIER AN OLD MAID!

SO I'M ABOUT TO GET A NEW APARTMENT I AM VERY EXCITED. SO LAST SATURDAY I WAS ON MY WAY TO MIAMI LAKES FOR LUNCH AT A FRIENDS HOUSE AND I AW THIS PLACE THAT WAS DOING A CONDO CONVERSION AND I HAD BEEN THINKING ABOUT BUYING FOR OVER A YEAR. I HAD NEVER DECIDED TO DO IT. SO I PASSED BY GOT A NUMBER AND WALKED BY LOOKING AT THE MODELS I SAW ONE THAT I ABSOLUTELY LOVED!!! BUT WHEN I GOT TO THE SALES MAN THEY WERE ALL OUT! SO I GOT THE NEXT ONE I LIKED AFTER THAT IT IS CALLED THE CAYMAN STYLE. SO NOW I APPLIED TODAY AND I THINK THERE IS A VERY GOOD CHANCE I WILL GET APPROVED !! I KEEP EVERYONE UPDATED...

LARIS BIRTHDAY!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY LARI! SO LARI TURNED 13 SHES FINALLY A TEENAGER!!! WE WENT TO THIS RESTAURANT CALLED VILAGGIO IN VILLAGE OF MERICK PARK.IT WAS EXCELENT THE FOOD WAS GREAT AND WE HAD A GOOD TIME LARI WAS VERY HAPPY WITH ALL THE GIFTS THAT SHE GOT IMAGINE SHE EVEN GOT A NEW CELL PHONE JUST LIKE MINE!! A LOT OF CLOTHES AND SHOES AND JEWLERY!!! AND ITS NOT EVEN SUNDAY YET!! BY THE WAY SUNDAY IS THE DAY OF HER PARTY SO SHE WILL HAVE MORE GIFTS TO COME.

A SCRAPPY DILEMA!!! OK SO I AM VERY SAD ABOUT THE SITUATION AT HAND! I AM UPSET THAT MY VERY GOOD FRIEND MARTHICA HAS BEEN HURT BY WHAT HAS OCCURRED. I DO NOT THINK IT IS OK THAT SOME PEOPLE TALK BEFORE KNOWING WHAT THEY ARE SAYING AND WHAT THE TRUTH IS. IT IS ALWAYS GOOD TO HEAR BOTH SIDES OF A STORY. BUT I AM VERY GLAD WE HAVE ARRANGED THE SITUATION SO THAT EVERYONE IS CONTENT! I AM VERY EXCITED TO CONTINUE SCRAPBOOKING !!! I LOVE THE IDEA!!

Mothers day pics! Again a little late but I had to put it up! So last weekend Martha did a photo shoot for mothers day and I was just absolutley amazed at how beautiful the pictures came out specially the one of my mom. Martha takes great pictures but I must say that one was a piece of Art!

St. Augustine So I know I'm late on my writings but I have to go back a couple of days. Back to Easter weekend since we closed our business for good Friday we decided to take a road trip. First we went to the farm an Thursday then Friday morning we were supposed to go real early to palm coast because my father owns some property up there that he wants to put up for sale so he wanted to drive down to put up the for sale sign and since we were going to be so close to St Augustine we were going to stay there. But of coarse things never go as planned when we woke up in the farm we noticed my dad was not coming into the house. So when I look he's chasing a wild pig!!! Yes a wild pig! At first we wanted to get it out of the farm then my dad thought of it as food so he wanted to put it into a pig pen we have! We spent 2 hours after the pig... What a mission! Well then we went to palm coast and we were glad to see that what used to be a bunch of empty lots was now a very nice neighborhood. Then we went to St. Augustine was very nice we took a carriage ride that gave us a tour around the city. It was amazing how much history there was in such a small city! And I am proud we live in a state that has the oldest city in the U.S. I snapped a few pictures oon the carriage and I'm not too happy about that because they came out a little crooked.

I LOVE MIAMI!!!
HOW CAN PEOPLE NOT LIKE SUCH A BEAUTIFUL CITY. LOOK AT THAT!!

SO I REALLY LOVE MY SISTER!! I WAS LOOKING THROUGH MY PICTURES AND I FOUND THESE WHEN WE WENT ON THE CRUISE FOR NEW YEARS WE WENT TO A RANCH, IN MEXICO SOMEWHERE, WITH A BEACH BUT THE WATER WAS SO ROUGH THAT WE COULDN'T GET IN SO MY SISTER AND MY SISTER IN LAWS NIECES WERE PLAYING IN THE SAND WHILE WE WERE DRINKING TEQUILA SHOTS!! BUT I MANAGED TO GET AWAY FROM THE BAR WITH THIS AWSOME LITTLE SWINGS .TO TAKE SOME PICTURES OF THE GIRLS. I HAVE SOME MORE BUT I'LL POST THEM LATER SO BE ON THE LOOK OUT FOR MORE PICS.

THE NEW THING!!!
AS IF I WAS NOT BUSY ENOUGH AS IT IS . I STARTED BELLY DANCING CLASSES ONCE A WEEK FOR 8 WEEKS. I LAUGH JUST THINKING ABOUT IT !!! YES ME BELLY DANCING! BUT IT'S A GOOD WORKOUT AND ITS FUN SPECIALLY SINCE I GO WITH TWO OTHER FRIENDS SO WE JUST MAKE FUN OF EACHOTHER AND LAUGH ABOUT HOW WE CAN'T DO THINGS!! HEHEHE!! WELL I'LL SOON BE A PROFESSIONAL BELLYDANCER! J/K JUST THINK ABOUT IT ME .. BELLY DANCHING.. .I'LL KNOW A LITTLE BIT. THE NEXT THING WILL BE POLE DANCING! NO DIRTY THOUGHTS PLEASE. IT IS ALSO A VERY GOOD EXERCISE. KEEP POSTED!

GETTING BETTER SO MY BROTHERS FINGER HAS HIM IN A NOT SO GREAT MOOD THEREFORE IMAGINE WHEN HE COMES TO WORK! IT'S NOT SO GREAT. I UNDERSTAND HIM THOUGH I WOULD BE PISSED TOO AT EVERYTHING, BUT STILL LAST WEEK WAS BAD AND THIS WEEK IS TOO!! HE HAS TO ACTUALLY LOOK AT HIS WOUND EVERY DAY TO MAKE SURE THAT THERE ARE NO INFECTIONS OR ANYTHING. I DON'T THINK HE LIKES THAT TOO MUCH.

SHES A BIG GIRL!!! LOOK AT MY LITTLE ( NOT SO LITTLE) SISTER DRIVING MY DADS HUGE TRUCK!! I CAN'T BELIEVE SHE IS SO BIG. WELL THEY ONLY LET HER DRIVE IT IN THE FARM BUT I CAN'T BELIEVE IT STILL!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TITI AND DAD!
so it's my dad and sister in laws birthday and guess what my brother got them?? the tip of his finger!! I'm not kidding he did lose the tip of his finger unfortunately they were not able to attach it yesterday in the hospital. because it's like a diagonal cut on the nail and all that is left is a little part of the nail. The doctor said that there was a 40% chance that the finger would attach but if it did and by any chance it got infected then they would have to cut the finger lower down and there he would loose the mobitity on the tip of his finger which he still has a little tip and some mobility there. tomorrow he goes into sugery to try to reconstruct the tip of his finger so that it has flesh and i think they are going to make a cut on his middle finger so to get skin there and put it on the tip of the finger and then attach both fingers for sometime... thats what I've heard so far it's a little bit of a complicated surgery and it takes about and hour so tomorrow at 1 they operate him at st. Marys hospital in west palm beach. So instead of a nice elegant dinner out somewhere we are having lasagna at my brothers house and cutting them a cake here!!

So how bad is it to hear that your brother lost the tip of his finger??? Well for a family as close as mine and as much as I love my brother it feels real real bad. Just to think how it's going to be whether it going to function well or not whether it is going to look bad on a pretty good looking guy. What will his kids say when he has kids? How will he feel when he has to tell the story? How does he feel now just looking at? My mind is just full of questions and thoughts of my brother that I just don't know how to react. At first I joked about it and said that it runs in my family because my father chopped his off like 5-6 years ago but thankfully it was in Miami where we have good connections with doctors they were able to put it back, but this was in West palm beach. It originally happened in Montura ranch which is like a desolate land so their air lifted him in a helicopter to a hospital in west palm. They first wanted to take him to Tampa but my dad said absolutely not we lived in Miami! So yeah my grandfather was also missing a finger and a half actually, so I just laughed it off when I thought he really wouldn't loose his finger tip, but when I heard he has to have surgery and now that he will only have part of his finger to the very bottom tip of his finger just breaks my heart....

MY FRIENDS KIDS I HAVE SOME GREAT FAIRLY NEW FRIENDS THAT HAVE CHILDREN AND I HAVE BEEN HANGING OUT WITH THEM A LOT LATELY. BIRTHDAY PARTIES BABY SHOWERS AND SO FORTH. THEIR KIDS ARE JUST SOOOO CUTE THAT I HAVE BEEN TAKING PICTURES OF THEM AND I JUST WANTED TO SHARE MY PICS!! THE FIRST ONE WITH THE LIL GIRLS BACK WAS THAT SHE HAD PIIED ON HERSELF AND HER MOM WAS SOO MAD IT WAS FUNNY!!

SO MY MOM THINKS I'M CRAZY!! MY NEW ADDICTION IS TO TAKE PICTURES. I'M NOT VERY GOOD AT IT BUT I THINK I'M GETTING BETTER. I TOOK SOME PICTURES WHILE I WAS WORKING AT THE FAIR LAST SUNDAY, THEY WERE JUST RANDOM PICTURES OF PEOPLE THAT SEEMED INTERESTING TO ME WHETHER IT WAS WHAT THEY WERE DOING, HOLDING, WEARING ANYTHING THAT SEEMED INTERESTING I JUST TOOK A PICTURE. THEN I DECIDED TO DEVELOP THEM TO SHOW THEM TO MY COWORKERS AT THE FAIR. SO ALL I HEAR FROM MY MOM WHEN SHE SEES THE PICTURES ARE THAT I AM CRAZY.

THIS WEEKS DRAMA!!
So I've been working in the fair ever since I was a senior in high school. I started the program because I had a chance to win a scholarship of $1,000, turns out that i would have had to work my junior year in order to get the scholarship but I didn't learn of this till after I had worked my first year! Turns out on my first year I met lots of nice people and I really liked the job it was pretty easy . I also like dealing with people. Well here starts the drama... My dad and my sister in-laws birthday are on April 5 that falls on a wed. The new thing is every birthday is celebrated at the farm. Parties are done on Sundays, my mom had mentioned to me about doing the party the sunday before the birthday but I told her I was going to work the fair so to make it the following Sunday, by then the fair would be over. Yesterday my mom tells me " you have to tell the fair you have an emergency and you can't work because your brother wants the party to be this Sunday" I told her no! to do it the following week because not only do I work but I had told my friends about going that day after I finished working. But they insist on doing it the weekend before and now I am the one that has to cancel her plans!!! I feel bad because it's my family but I had my plans why can't they just make it the following week?????what sould I do???

This is Lari n me on my brothers boat sometime last year when he first got it. She is a big scrapbooker too and so I needed to wirte about her. She will be happy to see I did!! Even though I complain about her a lot I still love her very much!